Sunday, March 25, 2012

Spring Break - Runner Style


SPRING BREAK! I spent the last week running up and down the mountains in Angeles National Forest during the Augsburg Track and Field teams’ annual spring break trip. I love running and exploring new places so the week was basically a week in running heaven. One of the runs we did while we were out there will go down in my lifetime as one of the best ever. We started the run at about 3,000 feet at the Chantry Flats. I am still trying to figure out why it is called the Chantry Flats because we were smack dab in the middle of a mountain, and it wasn’t flat!

 To begin the run we dropped 400ft down into a valley and trotted along a beautiful creek raging with spring rain and snow melt. It was a beautiful 60 degree spring day and the sun was shining bright (this fact will be important later in the story, so keep it in mind).

The beginning of the trail was wide and flat, because every Jane and Joe hiker could make it the first mile or two of the 9.5 mile round trip loop that we were planning on doing. However, a few miles in and the trail turned to a single track nightmare when it comes to running. There was every obstacle you could imagine – steep cliffs, rocks, roots (The trails reminded me of many runs in Forest Park in Portland, OR with my high school coach Brent MacDermot – and him bent over laughing until he cried because I had tripped on a root and managed to smash a banana slug all over my stomach). So our pace was slow, but it didn’t matter because it was supposed to be a recovery day and the amount of uphill running we would be doing that day would cause our heart rates to spike regularly, making up for the fact that the pace was slow.  

As we were running along I tried my best to take in my surroundings, which was difficult to do because I wanted to make sure I kept my eyes on the ground and on the three boys that were following on the trail behind me. On our drive up to the flats my coach Dennis had joked that we would be gaining enough elevation in the run to see snow, and we all laughed at the notion. However, 3000ft later once we caught our breaths we really did run into the snow! We couldn’t believe it. Here we were in the middle of mountains just outside of L.A. and we were running through a light dusting of snow. The views from that elevation were breathtaking. The Los Angeles skyline, which was actually clear that day because of a spring storm that had blown through the day before, as the backdrop to the lush green mountains and the sparkle of the ocean. But the best part of it all was the sounds…

Remember how I said it was a sunny and 60 degree day? As we approached the top Michael asked me “What the heck is falling all around us?” To which I replied “ICE”. As we were climbing the mountain the ice that had been coating the upper layers of the trees began to melt and fall off in quarter size chunks! Once I got over my fear that one of us would be knocked unconscious by a falling ice chunk, is when I heard it. The ice as it cascaded off the trees and fell to the ground sounded like a symphony of soft wind chimes playing all around us.

Finally we reached the peak of Mt. Zion and began our long winding journey back down the mountain on the aptly named Winter Creek Trail. We zigged and we zagged all the way down the mountain, finally reaching the base where we then had to climb another sharp incline 400ft back out of the valley. OUCH! When we finally reached the flats again an hour and forty minutes (running time) had passed, but it was completely worth it.

Being able to do a run like this is one of the many reasons staying in shape is worth it for me. I’ll be thinking about our run through the Angeles National Forest when I hit the roads this week in Minneapolis.

Monday, March 19, 2012

Marathon Reflections

So sorry to have disappeared for a while, but after the Olympic Trials Marathon I didn’t know what to say… but these lyrics by Crossfade (generally not my type of music) kind of explain how I felt. 




So you found out today your life's not the same 
Not quite as perfect as it was yesterday but 
When you were just getting in the groove 
Now you're faced with something new 
And I know it hurts and I know you feel torn 
But you never gave up this easily before 
So why do you choose today to give it all away …

I started out that morning feeling as confident as I could feel going into something that I had never done before. I had the training under my belt and I was surrounded on the course by people I love. A beautiful rendition of the Star Spangled Banner was sung by a fellow competitor (Esther Erb, props to her!) and the race began. I tried to settle into 5:45 pace with the pack that I was with, but the group was anxious so the pace was a bit erratic… jumping between 5:39-5:50 per mile. The first ten miles flew by in what felt like the blink of an eye. It was at about this time that I started to feel the blister on my right foot forming. I could feel that it was there, but I put it out of my mind as best I could. The competition was more important. 

I made it to half way, still on 2:32 marathon pace, still feeling strong. I continued to get my fluids and clip away at the miles on the 7 mile loops course. Coming in toward the start/finish line on the second loop, nearing 18-19 miles I was starting to feel my hip flexors. I felt like I was having trouble pulling my leg through my stride. I had slowed a bit, to 2:34 marathon pace, but I was still feeling optimistic. I was still close to my goal per mile pace. I could do this! I had lost my group and was running alone, but I was clicking away at the miles getting closer with each stride to my destination.  
I made it to mile 22 and I was coming unglued. My legs felt like they were hardly coming off the ground. But I was so close. I could fight through another mile!

I got to mile 23 and the 180 degree left hand turn in the course. My blister by this point was really bad; I had to kind of dance my way around the turn because I couldn’t push off on my right foot. I was starting to get passed by other competitors who had paced their races a little better. Only three miles, I told myself, so close. You can do it.

The mile 24 mile marker loomed. I looked at my mile split on my watch and swore that I saw 6:45…I thought that I had slowed by over a minute per mile. (When I later looked at my splits it was a 6:15 mile, not 6:45) But that was the straw that broke the camel’s back. When I saw that and that I was getting passed by people I knew I should beat I gave up. At mile 24, with only two miles to go I walked off the course and burst into tears. I have never felt so ashamed of myself. Not once in the 13 years that I have been running competitively had I ever not finished a race. And now I can say I never will (consciously) ever again. The feeling of giving up is the absolute worst. 


I learned a lot from that day and now that I have had time to think it through and get back to training and racing I can continue the song…

Well it's not so bad y'all 
Together we all fall 
Just as long we get up we'll stand tall 
We shouldn't waste another day 
Thinking 'bout the things that we forgot to say 

I know we have given 
All that we can give 
When there's nothing to lean on 
Well, I remember this 
All we make of this lifetime 
Is always here within 
And remembering that's why 
We should never give in

One day soon I will do another marathon, and this time I know without a doubt I will succeed.
For now, I am back to training and racing, getting ready for my next big adventure- the USA Olympic Track and Field Team Trials in June! I already have qualifying marks in both the 10K and 5K. In the early part of the season I will see if I can better those marks to put me in a better position going into the trials. So I will get back to writing and letting you all know how it is going! 

Thanks for all the support. Yours in running!
~Meghan~

Marathon splits:
6:16, 12:05, 17:45, 23:29, 29:09, 35:02, 40:53, 46:34, 52:25, 58:17, 1:04:09, 1:10:03, 1:16:01, 1:21:59, 1:44:00, 1:33:54, 1:55:00, 1:46:04, 1:52:15, 1:58:30, 2:04:02, 2:11:03, 2:17:27, 2:23:42